UTOPIA: Going Gets Tough

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Going Gets Tough

It’s nearing mid August and I only have 2 entries for this month! (oh so proud of it!) Gosh! My entries r getting less frequent nowadays. No mood for blogging. To be precise, it is still in roller-coaster mode, sort of swinging pattern. I found myself hard to let go. No, I mean letting go my comfort zone. It seems like I miss a lot of the people back in my ol’company, not matter how much they sucks! Well, working here (in my new company) is bloody expensive, especially the parking rate! But anyhow, I hav found a way to cope with it…
However, each time I faced difficulties in the job, it reminiscences of my ‘comfort’ days back in my ex-com, in which it made me feel even more depress. Learning new stuffs is good but it seems like I m not that tough enuff to handle new environment (and people), and I realize how weak and ‘cry baby’ I am, coz I dreaded to work and just want to cling back to my mum. Laughing at me ardi? Go ahead.
Well, there are pro’s and con’s here…Hopefully I can get it thru.
“When going gets tough, the tough get going”



6 comments :

John said...

Hang in there! I'm sorry to hear that you are so sad. Change can be so difficult. I'm sure that there will be many more changes in your life.

Canny Har™ said...

Take it easy.. you'll adapt to the new environment soon, soon i hope. U miss ur comfort zone coz u were there for quite long ady.. when I first joined my current company, I felt the people sucks and quite unhappy.. like u, was a 'new baby' that time..and now, I am very happy there. Ganbatte! You can do it, if you say u CAN! All the best!

Eileen said...

Gambateh!!! When I changed to my current job, I was really unhappy for the first few months (not to mention now is only my 5th month). All my friends called me a workaholic (which I really am not), but my workload is sometimes crazy and I get shits from my boss, my senior and other departments. Just stay positive and learn to be optimistic. Be humble, polite and willing to learn and never take criticism personally, but as a learning curve. I guess life goes on, just see the best out of the worse, then life would be easier. Many is just a period of time for adapation. I know you can do it!

xniquet said...

Old Chang Kee Gali Puff will cure anything...take one if you feel down and depress and you will be back on your feet in n time :D

Anonymous said...

Never look back (the fruits, cheese cake, bread,sweet bun...). Everything will be just fine.

~Timothy

Nux V said...

john, canny, eileen: hey all, thanks for your word of encouragement, i no longer feeling depress..it's getting better now. Eileen&Canny, u made me realise tht i m not the only one who's experiencing this, and yea, i jst need some time for adjustment;-) eventually i did!

xniquet: yo uncle X! buy me one pleaseeee.....tq!

timothy: thx for dropping by! LOL~anyhow tht was jst the 10% of the goodies tht i missed, which is nothing compared to whole new experience out there;-) I'm glad tht i hav chosen tis direction in moving forward & thx for ur support too!

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